Not skinny enough
not fat enough...

I try so hard not to go back to my old ways.
the ways and days where i lived by the knife...

Swirling swirling to the ground
up one second then back down...

Cleansing rain
To wash the pain away...

Darkness surrounds you
In an empty room...

You never wanted someone to love
Just another heart to toy with...

Day
bright, sunny...