I cant help but wonder;
why the hell I'm here...

Ill lie awake tonight;
thinking, trying to feel something...

The silky pink of the moon
shining down on my curves...

I can feel your stare
searing apart my skin...

The sullen gray skies
fade into night...

Midnight fell so many nights ago.
so many years...

Midnight smothers my sanity
Your words rip me apart...

Silence the monster
blood of the dead...

Carve out my eyes
and watch me bleed...

This moment is so perfect in its imperfectness.
There's a million mistakes whispering in my ear...

I'm swayed slightly;
held by the imperfect arms of reality...

I don't need you
i don't need any of this...