I just want to cry;
i feel like I'm losing everything in my life...

Im so alone;
The malignant night stretches on...

My heart beats slowly;
lusting for the relief...

I'm lone in my blisses.
of razor blade kisses...

When I'm all alone,
my eyes see things...

That feeling you get.
the one that leaves you yearning...

I wake up every morning to waste away a little...
Become that much closer to the sweet thing we call...

I still remember how you looked at me.
looked at me like i was something special...

This was my fault
my tears cannot fall fast enough...

I close my eyes;
and i wish for...

So quiet;
so complete...

Its eating me up
killing...