I stood on the building
staring into the serenity of my choice...

Sometimes it just grabs me
and I cant escape...

Each day caressing my soul
and burying me deeper in my self inflicted hell...

A fight between friends
is like a painful war...

This blissful emptiness brings me
to a feeling that I'm loosing it...

They come into our lives
when they depart with their families...

I felt it rise up,
the shadow of my inner demon...

I can't begin to express
my sorrow...