My emotions are sedated
the hurt is rejuvenated...

Its a passionate embrace
of self inflicted mistakes...

Sometimes it just grabs me
and I cant escape...

It's an on going fight with myself
and no matter how hard they try...

I am desperately
crying out for help...

I've never been able to slow it down
it plays in fast forward...

The darkness became my
friend in days...

Her screams echoed through
the streets...

Sometimes I just cant take this place
and its my life that I...

Daddy now you're gone...
How am I going to go on...

I need to take a breath
to ease my pain...

You looked so beautiful
I didn't understand...