Anorexic...
bulimic...
I just want to scream
I need an escape...
Give it all or ignore my call
you make the choice...
The blood pours out
and its an instant relief...
Times are hard
Nobody knows...
Dad, I want you to know
that no matter what happened between us...
All of this just cant be ignored,
you say its me...
I stood on the building
staring into the serenity of my choice...
Its been eating away at me
for so long...
Dark hair and big blue eyes
are my weaknesses that...
You have always been there
to pick me up when I fall down...
Mom, you never deserved the pain
that this life has served you...