You gave up on me just like that,
as you see, i never did yet.
it is so hard for me to let you go......
but it is so easy for you to say no.

Some ppl believe in , "Love at First Sight"
as for me, i don't...
once you think you find the right one,
they break your heart in the dark,
after you have to find,
what some ppl would say,
another, Love at First Sight.

When i don't know,
I don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful,
he's such a beautiful disaster...
if i could hold on,
through the tears and the laughter,
lord he's so beautiful...
he's such a beautiful disaster.

My fire burns out quicker by the second.
one more log and i should be fine,
unless you forget.
it will burn to ashes
the longer you ignore me,
i will be invisable to everyone,
like how i m to you

Sitting on the bed alone,
staring at the phone.
he wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
he wouldn't even open up the door.
he never made me feel like I was special.
he isn't really what I'm looking for.

You said that you would do me a favor,
you said, "name everything you can think of... and i will do it."
i asked one simple question, "would you dive infront of a bullet if i was going to be shot?"
you said nothing

BOOM!
went a lie...
CRACK!
went my heart...
DROP!
down a tear...

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Loosing something finally made me realize what i truely had..