Dear God give me patients to set my life,
i cant keep doing this i aint even his wife...

I dnt even understand why its this hard,
someone dealt the hand we got the bad card...

Analyzing our life,
will that day come wen im ur wife...

HE DOESNT KNOW HOW MUCH I LUV YOU,
YET I THINK HE REALIZES THAT I DO...

Days that come and go,
wut we got left to show...

So stupit i think ur hella dumb,
havent u learned ur lesson or are you that numb...

Thru ur life u have to decide whats rite,
and also what may be worth the fight...

I miss u everday, and i miss u every nite!
i hope ur ok, and everythings allrite...

I dont understand the choices people make,
or staying away day after day...

Im sorry for the comments and constant rolling of...
u need to understand i dont do drugs that car was...

Everyday i get out of bed,
sometimes not willing but the kids need to be fed...

Its pretty sad when u get stuck,
all u think is this is jus my luck...