I love u; I do, but juz not enough to let myself get hurt being with u again

I'm not going to stress over u anymore. It isnt worth it. I tried to work thingz out with u but u juz ignored me. I'm not trying to say I dont want u becuz I definitley do, all I'm saying iz I'm done chasing after u

I find myself glancing at ur direction quite often, still staring at ur perfect lipz wanting to put mine on the again. juz waiting, wishing for the day that will make my life the way it used to be.

Sumtimes I cant believe u were mine, even for a little while.

Haha hez such a dork, but thatz y I luv him becuz hez himself N he doeznt care wut anybody thinkz.

Y cant u at least once N ur life be a real man and tell me exactly wut I did to u that made u want me to be out of ur life?

I dont know how I allow u to treat me thiz way N still I stay

I WISH i NEVER MET U, U WERE JUZ A WASTE OF MY TIME, i CRIED TEARZ THAT i DIDNT NEED TO. i JUZ WANT U OUT OF MY LIFE n NOW AFTER ALL THE SHIT U PUT ME THRO i'M FINALLY MOVING ON

Itz like me N him were never a thing, when really we were once N luv, even if he tries 2deny it, but tha weirdest part is dat he noes one of my deepest secrets N yet hez not N my life nemore.

LAST NITE HE SENT ME A TEXT OUT OF THA BLEW, i WUZ n SHOCK CUZ ME & HIM DNT TALK NEMORE n i NEVER EXPECT HIM2 TEXT ME BUT i'M GLADE HE DID CUZ i MISSED HIM