My heart says I love you
My head says it's a lie...

Waiting for the winter's cold
To hit my prickling skin...

The beautiful cry of life
Hushed breath's await...

Sitting and simply waiting
In this tiny corner of mine...

Is it because I'm not afraid to say
Exactly how I feel...

Runaway, not into sunset
But into the dark and pouring rain...

I've found myself today
Remembering you...

Broken.
My mind dark, menacing...

I sit back on the weight of the world
Looking at the weary path of life before me...

Lost, Broken, Unwanted
Words she's always hated to hear...

Sitting in this chair of pain
The remote within my hand...

Love, it's not what I feel for you. But what I...