Not wanting you is IMPOSSIBLE
Not having you HURTS
Not being near you was the {{WORST}} choice i [[EVER]] made!!!!!

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so much at heart life is so past worthless that its no longer funny that i still breathe!!!!

And i am so broken at heart that i live so dangerously close to the edge that the constant NON-ENDING of mi life is a compleate utter {{SURPIRSE}}

And the PeRfEcT scares across mi wrists are the only sighn of {PAIN} cause i *LoCk* it all away untill i know im safely hiden in the confines of the four walls of mi room

Im Gunna Smile Like Its All Ok, Talk Like Nothing Is Bothering Me, Act Like Everything Is Perfect, Pretend Like Everything Is Right And Nothing Is Wrong!

Worthless And Empty
Alone And Depressed
This Is The Wa I Feel And
Its Never Going To Change
Its haunting Me Tainting Every
Moment With Helplessness Somebody
Put Me Out Of My Misery

So There's This {Hole} In My [[Chest]] Where My ~Heart~ Used To Be Cause ((Someone)) *Ripped* It Out And D/O/S/E/N/T Even <Care>!!!

I Have heard You Say I Love You A Million Times Before But This Is The First And Last Time I Will Ever Hear You Say **Im Sorry**

Pain And Lie's
Cut's And Bruise's
So This Is What I've Become
Dead Inside.

Stop staring at mi scares...I kno you think you kno what im going throu...But you dont the cuts dont hurt or sting they help...They save me...SAVE ME FROM MISELF!