I feel used and abused...
swallowed, tasted and then spat out...

Had you but a mind not filled with lust,
This flattery would not offend...

I don't know anymore....
Bewildered and unsettled I sit...

I feel redundant surrounded by friends,
redundant in my own skin...

There's no escape..
I speak truth, or i just don't speak...

I stand surrounded by the
shadow-less figures...

The rejection spurns a burning pain in the depths...
Foolish girl, you believed his lies, you let him...

We are the shadows the linger on the sunlit sand,
We are the silhouettes that cling to others...

Why won't death come easily..
Why are there always complications...

While my lungs fill with water,
the intense burning in my chest that...

I had you, I lost you...
you were there, then were not...

I'm laughing my way to hell, as I drown in an...
Clarity dawned as the blood leaked down my arm...