He is the last thing that I thought of before I fell asleep each night,
He is the first thing that I that came to mind when mornings come...

No matter how much I smile at you,
No matter how close I hug you,
No matter how much time I spend with you,
I still won't be the one for you...

I can't use any words to describe this intense pain in me when I sit down and think about how you would never want to hold me in your arms and hug me close...

It hurts to know that when you hug me,
You don't hold on like you're afraid to lose me,
I can't feel any of your love for me...

I should be content by just watching you smile from sidelines,
Even though it wasn't me that put that smile on your face,
Even though I'm breaking from inside out..

What hurts the most it knowing the fact that when I say 'I Love You' to you,
You won't be saying 'I Love You Too' back to me...

Catching you looking at me is what made my heart skip a mile..

Seeing your small quiet smile is all it took to take my breath away...

Stop meeting my eyes and give me those small shy smiles,
I'm afraid I just might loose control and jump into your arms...

It's amazing that just by looking at your face,
The edge of my lips would curve up.

It's indescribable that just by meeting your eyes,
My heart could jump a mile.

It tears me up,
For holding on too long..