I should be content by just watching you smile from sidelines,
Even though it wasn't me that put that smile on your face,
Even though I'm breaking from inside out..

It hurts to know that when you hug me,
You don't hold on like you're afraid to lose me,
I can't feel any of your love for me...

I can't use any words to describe this intense pain in me when I sit down and think about how you would never want to hold me in your arms and hug me close...

No matter how much I smile at you,
No matter how close I hug you,
No matter how much time I spend with you,
I still won't be the one for you...

He is the last thing that I thought of before I fell asleep each night,
He is the first thing that I that came to mind when mornings come...

Don't smile at me so assuring,
When you're about to die inside,
And I'm about to burst into tears...

No matter how much you mean to me,
No matter how much I think of you,
No matter how much time I spend with you,
No matter how I'm always there by you when you need me,
I still won't be the one you think of every night before you fell asleep...

I wish I can re-live again and again,
The time we had spent together...

I'm so afraid to forget the feeling of hugging you close to me,
How my heart beat when you look into my eyes,
And all our memories I hold so dear me...

I wish I could replay over and over again,
The magical time when you looked into my eyes and smiled shyly,
And my heart jumped and yelled 'He's the one!'