Why cant you ever just tell me the truth?

Im sitting on my bed,looking at the roof i feel the tears coming in my eyes and know that were through i think of everything i wanna say theres only one thing, with tears in my eyes i say i cant do this anymore.

Im trying not to let it bother me,
im trying to keep my head held high
but with all this pain in my heart
it feels like i could die.

If all we had was built on lies? was it worth it?

Its the pain in your heart that hurts the most when you realize that you love him more then he could ever love you and you have no clue why but still think its you fault</3

Hes breaking me apart:'(

I would give anything for you just to call me right now and tell me everything will be ok.

You say ull call, will it be another lie?

I never thought i could feel like this until you walked through the door.

You call i answer we talk now its gone
i dont know what to think or do
you left me here alone
without my friend