Its the pain in your heart that hurts the most when you realize that you love him more then he could ever love you and you have no clue why but still think its you fault</3

If all we had was built on lies? was it worth it?

Im trying not to let it bother me,
im trying to keep my head held high
but with all this pain in my heart
it feels like i could die.

Im sitting on my bed,looking at the roof i feel the tears coming in my eyes and know that were through i think of everything i wanna say theres only one thing, with tears in my eyes i say i cant do this anymore.

Why cant you ever just tell me the truth?

Wish i could hate you
wish i could regret you
wish that you would love me to
but this time baby im not gonna fall through
im not gonna cry
not gonna waste another tear
just gonna live my life
without fear.

Time goes by fast
got my memories and they wont last
i try and not cry
but you left me here to die
with no love
with no care in the world

For me, its always been you, for you its always been her </3

It hurts to know that im not the one for you anymore
but what hurts the most is how much i miss you and how now shes your life. :'(

You cant keep doing this to me
giving me hope and then taking it away
you gotta let me go my way
you gotta let me walk away
i cant stay when every moment im with you i fall more in love and you feel nothing
just let me walk away.