I cant pretend everything is okay. i cant sit there and pretend you and me are still the same. i cant forget what you did all the lies and games, was it worth it? guess it was.

Over what you say
over what you do
maybe in truth im just over and done with you!

I wish i didnt love you
i wish i didnt care
i wish that i didnt miss you being there
i wish i could move on
but in truth you are the only one </3

Dont ever think for a moment that i dont miss you.
i do, with every beat of my heart
but i will never tell you
because i know you dont miss me back.

I cant promise you forever.i cant promise you that you will always be the one. i cant promise you that you will always be in my heart,but if i love you now, dont think of the future, just hold me tight and say it will be alright.

Its kill me to know you will never be mine, what hurts more is that today we shared something and you threw it all away and went back to her. i cant help but feel used and disguested, i thought it meant something, but it didnt. it was my biggest mistake.

Your the only thing i can not resist, i guess i still love you.

It sad to know that you love her
its sad to know that you holding her
its sad to know shes the one
im sick of trying to be nice
im sick of you treating me like this
i know now i have to walk away
but i dont know how. :\

The hardest thing i know ill ever have to do is say goodbye to you.

06-12-2008 </3
forever in my heart.