Lost In The World Around.
Lost In My World.
Lost In My Own Mind.

Have you ever looked in my eyes once?

if u did all that you would see is sadness and lonlyness inside. ='(

How can my dreams feel so real to me.
Feeling the tears run down my eyes when i wake up.
Feeling the numbness on my body.
Unable to breath the air i lost.
Why do they feel so real to me?
Why can't I sleep with any dreams or nightmares.

Smile right now....

Cry later...

No Matter How Many Pills I Take. Im Still Going Crazy.

I'll be back... dnt worry about a thing. i'll be careful. i wnt do anything stupid even though i want to but wont cause i promised you, i wouldn't. remember mi chiquito dorke te amo. bye...

I gotta runaway from this hell house. im loosing my mind. im freaking out cause of my dreams. i can't breath cause i keep seeing things. i need to get out from here. go somewhere else. somewhere far.

Whatz so beautiful being ugly.
whatz so great being a disaster.
whats so amazing when i let everyone down.
nothing. i'm nothing. alrite please get that thought your mind.

Please Make them go away. Please Make them stop. I can't handle them anymore. Please make them disappear from my mind.
They feel so real to me. Please someone Make them go away. Make them Gone forever.

Just Be Careful My Friend. Thatz All I Ask. Please Be Careful. Remeber That I Love You to.