I'm Sooooooo.... Weird. Hehehe... And I Wnt CHange it Any other Way at All.

U know u can talk to ur bestfs about anything n the ppl that u realie trust. i think i lost all that. i don't know who i got anymore. i don't know who i am anymore. i don't know anything anymore.

I HATE Myself for many things.
My Number 1 Enemy is MYSELF.

I never Meant to hurt you. i was never trying to. i never wanted to.
n well this is good-bye
i know im runaway from you but what else can i do when im hurting you.

I'm Just Afriad Of So Many Things This Year...
That It's Starting To Scare Me.
That I Feel I'm Going Back Who I Use To Be.
I'm Afriad It's Coming True.

I'm Pushing everyone away so they'll forget i was even here.
forget i was even alive.
im pushing you n him n everyone. i just don't matter. n thatz the truth.

How can I love 2 ppl. they are totally different but yet the same.

*I know not a quote it just how i feel right now*

Tell Me How Far Can I Go Without You, When You Keep Pulling Me back.

Tell Me How Can I Stand Up, When You Are The One Pushing Me Down Lower Then Were I Was.

Tell Me Why Are You Doing This To Me?

This a promise i make to you i will always and i mean ALWAYS will I be there for you. No matter what i will. I promise!

*To You*

Tell Me The Lies Better Then The Truth. It'll Hurt less.