Feeling love is the most beatiful, wonderful feeling in the world.

Tell me what did i do wrong? to lose you. to lose your love. my world is crushing dwn. my heart is riping apart once again. why did i even let you get so close inside. why? why!?

Why does my heart bounds so hard against my chest. when im talking to you. when im near you. when i see you. why does it do that?

Every moment I shared with you. Where the best in that time. Now that I remember them they just rip me apart.

I smile to you and I smile to her. Whatz the difference if I smile to the world. No one will notice im tearing inside. No one will see im dying deep inside.

Rip my chest and take my heart out.
Tear it. Stab it. Burn it. Trash it.
I don't care anymore.
My body is heartless already.
With no love to care.

My worst nightmare i ever had and still am..
Is living my life.

Hehe.. im smiling cause they havent found the body yet.

*mi amigo said this to me*

I never felt so alone in this world. even with the people around me. i feel so cold and so alone...

People say they are right by urside... but they are never there when u really need them right by urside.. :(