hey my names nick i also go by vandy zach kyle and thorcicle i live in the biggest hick town in idaho hehe but thats probly a good thing hehe. i met my first love october 31st was our first date and i would have done anything for her but i guess first love doesnt always work the first time. life pretty much sucks right now i have acid reflex disease really bad its kinda like forced bullimia but it dont work the same i was born without the valve at the top of my stomach to prevent acid from going into my esophogus i have an attack three or four times a day some of these attacks have lasted up to a week long last time they scoped my esophogus i had 197 ulcers and that was 12 years ago my doctor says theres a high chance ill have cancer in 3 to 4 more years so yeah life pretty much sucks and despite not being able to eat for a week at a time i still cant lose weight |
A shiver
As your hand...
You say that i am old
Well your right i guess...
Sweet tears
roll down my cheeks...
Same ol' same
aint nothing new...
Beautiful ecstasy
a tender promise...
Beautiful ecstasy
a tender promise...
Same ol' same
aint nothing new...
Sweet bliss
The blade...
Sweet tears
roll down my cheeks...
How do you look your mother in the face
and tell her what you've done...
Love, she has forsaken me and left me hollow i gave her everything and love has left me nothing |
Baby gurl im still here waiting for you and ill be here till my days are through still standing here waiting for you to realize how much i love you |
Thanks for the memories they're what holds me through the night thanks for the pain its what stays my tears thanks for the love its what saved my life "trwl"" |