I lock reality out of the room and sit in a peaceful solitude that doesn't exist.

For the first time
since what seems like
forever
i feel like its all
okay

and that scares me...a lot

You say you want all this pain to go away
but it eats you
from the inside out
and you beg for it to stay.

I'm sorry that I failed
but I'm not sure how to help
when the only person i can save you from
seems to be yourself

You are only satisfied when you are surrounded by pain.

Go ahead and ignore me.

i'll scamper off in the shadows where i can hide, and where i have always hidden.
Don't listen to me, you've made it clear i'm not worth the time.
no, don't worry about me...i'm sure i'll be fine...

I always thought i was worthless.
i always thought no one cared.
i always thought i should just stop trying.
but now that you've AGREED with me..

i KNOW that it's true.