How did she tell me?
So that I always knew...
Go ahead and judge me
But think before you do...
I OPENED MY EYES
AND YOU WERE NOT THERE...
MOM WILL YOU SIT DOWN
TO LISTEN WHAT I HAVE TO SAY...
I see you happy, glistering with such a smile.
I feel your warmth, if only for a while...
Alone in the dark these demons come to take me,
Only the light of her beauty can free me from...
AM I SLEEPING
IS THIS A DREAM...
If you ever wondered why I ride so fast
It's because they said my luck won't last...
Why can't you see
that this is me...
He sits there and wonders,
Will time fly if he goes to her...
A bleeding heart does not yet mourn,
Though waiting for death to unpleasantly dawn...
As I look in the mirror
I see a little girl...
Lovers torn apart
The death of my heart...
` This may seem a bit prose .. Sorry! But, I'm...
Tonight Im wearing my best smile
and hope to make it worth your while...
Okay,
Well I really dont know what to say...
I can't Explain this hurt,
Its a feeling like non other...
He told me to smile every day,
Smiling is all I do on and on...
There's something hiding in your eyes
something that reveals the truth...
Trust?
What is that...
Two lovers walk hand in hand,
On their way to their promised land...
I miss your wrinkly hands,
And your warm embrace...
To her my heart belonged
My love for her prolonged...
I never really knew you
you were just another friend...
The wind blew through my hair,
Your fingers ran down my spine...
I was out wandering one day,
Thinking to myself along the way...
I sit in my room,
And feel so lonely...
Nothing.
I am nothing...
People are cruel and mean to others,
Dark clouds don't make good covers...
Life is full of surprises we don't expect,
Its full of people that we must respect...
I feel like someone
pushed me to the ground...
Hello my sweet misery
The Phantom thats floating over me...
There's a pit in the ground,
Next to the pit is a mound...
Wandering in the darkness
she's trying for find where she belongs...
Standing at the door
Tall, ancient,forgotten...
Another accident
another death...
My heart has frozen into a simple block of ice
i am unable to feel anything for anyone anymore...
Oh i can feel it
feel the urges flowing back...
Alcoholic toxication
Total perfect imperfection...
It may be hot outside, but your heart is cold as...
Oh yeah, we've noticed...
The seldom seen birds singing the day away
I could listen to their lullaby songs for an...
If love is forever
Then why are hearts broken...
Why can't the world be right?
Why do we always have to fight...
Hiding behind my own reflection
playing games with my own mind...
Blood rolled down my arm,
I put the blade back...
Hurt her and I'll f**k you up
thats really all there is to say...
Nothing
i felt nothing, back when i was alone...
Gonna lose my mind
gonna lose my heart...
I spent all that time
searching, for you...
A BC D E F G
H I J...
I'm not sure how I'm feeling
right now...
I love the way you smile,
It makes my life worth while...
I hear the soothing waterfall sound,
I look and notice no one's around...
Do you ever feel like a ghost
everyone looks straight through you...
I don't want to feel a pulse anymore,
I don't want to walk back out that door...
Break me down into little pieces
walk all over me...
Not visible to the eye
buts its always gonna be there...
You are,
the sun up in my sky...
I'll write you a song
And I'll tear you all up...
Your God is dead
Falsely written within a book...
This last shot is blinding
Through pain and sorrow...
This life doesn't seem living
Through hate that treads the long hard life...
Somebody help me
I feel I don't exist anymore...
Lying here alone
in this beautiful golden cornfield...
I will always see the world
in a way thats different...
It takes so much strength
Just to accept...
Just when you think you know
why you didn't end it then...
I knew that it would come
this day, at this time...
Silence at the peak of midnight
no talking,no shouting...
In one single moment
your whole life comes crashing down...
The birds endless calls
outside my window...
I am no longer alive
For peace and beauty I strive...
This whole world is filled with pain,
Wild beasts yet left UN-tame...
Sitting on the coffee table
a few meters away from me...
I hold upon this knife
my hands are shaking...
Once upon a fairytale
A memory not so distant to me...
The darkness is taking over my core
changing the color of my future...
Lost in a nightmare
i cant find myself...
If this is what reality is
then i don't want to live...
She caused me so much pain,
And for what but selfish gain...
I see her in the darkness now
her eyes in blackness...
I'm the one that haunts your dreams
I'm walking through the night...
I'm a mother now
Don't know what to do...
I want to break free
i can't carry on with this...
You look down at me
like I'm a kind...
I woke up again
and found myself thinking of you...
I'm sitting here by myself
the world around screaming and shouting...
Run back too her
the one that broke you heart...
This is you as a child
All work, no fun...
Stop playing games with my heart
i say that i want you...
Thou is what is called a chrisis
another scar...
You never see us cross the line
But you have every word against us...
If I'm lonely
Will you even take a second look...
Being alone in a quiet corner,
Should I leave to be a mourner...
Confused of how im feeling
all these emotions...
Trapped in a world
that hates me...
This is the reality
hanging in the shadows...
Step outta line
oush you up more...
Stinging where i cut
bloody are my hands...
He silently sits and waits
for the day to come...
It welcomed itself
into myself...
My mind is numb
my heart has froze...
Thoughts of suicide in my head,
I've spilled my blood in my bed...
We shared each day
until you went away...
Be there for me
and I'll be their for you...
Sitting here
on my own...
I see into your eyes
baby...
I'm perfect
in that f**ked up way...
Black, are the clouds
floating over me...
Fairytales come true for some
and they waste their lives away...
My blood I bleed is black,
The tears I have I do not lack...
You pretend to care
And call yourself my friend...
Here I am again
Same place...
My wrist is itching
Like it knows my thoughts...
So here we go
Falling back into the same old habits...
My stomach hurts
Like I might throw up at any moment...
I hope you feel good about yourself
Like a hero...
I’m watching a crimson drop (or 5)
Shooting down my arm...
The thought
floating around...
Sparkling clear is the diamond
free fall,and touch the ground...
You move closer to me
I feel your breathe upon my ear...
Lonely burning is that star
just like a forsaken diamond heart...
A thousand tears I've shed,
Ten thousand more un-said...
Please do not follow me
you have some meaning...
No darkness here
no pain here...
Just another day
but my mind...
Boxed up
Future Grey...
Who knew when we first met
that we would end up together...
I can't stop this feeling
its too strong for me to control...
Little girl,please understand
that this broken ruby heart...
Is it right, to be feeling how i feel
,for you...
So hear i am,I'm standing in this place
I'm nothing else,I'm just another face...
Venom
The feeling that you're here...
I sit here bleeding
No-one bothered...
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By day...
My wrists would rather bleed
Than to follow in your path...
You came over today
You where hurting you said...
I had a dream last night
The kind of dream you wish would never end...
Sitting alone in a cold dark room
Sitting alone just sitting alone...
Star in a high sky
burning away its ememys...
I went to the doctors
one killer stabbing night...
Shadow light,to never be seen
For the gloom that haunts you...
She talks words of suicide
While bleeding out and in...
Dreaming,
Of sweet candy clouds...
Cant hold on anymore
Agony,the feeling i cannot welcome,and it never...
Never let go,
of the hope that you may find...
All of the world,
it turns black...
5 thoughts of im useless
4 thoughts of im a wast of space...
A mirrors reflection
can i trust it...
Scream at me,
my mind is dead...
Standing n a room trying to grasp my words as they...
standing in a cold dark room where nothing is my...
They've never said anything to you like that...
It just came out of the blue...
Scars that can never be forgotten because they...
Exist,they will not fade,never...
You sit there next to them
They never smile, laugh or seem to be happy...
These scars on a fragile body,
remind me, of all the pain i felt...
Best friends
Are There Forever...
There are no words to say
my feelings right now...
I lay in the darkness
begging,that i'll justfade away...
Falling, Falling,no one to catch me
Breaking, Breaking ,trying to hold myself together...
My life is a lie
i can't break free...
The smell of burning flesh
forever makes you sick...
I see into your eyes
your hiding behind a mask...
I lie awake at night
and try not to think of you...
Curled up in the corner
alone in the darkness...
Get up, get dressed, and walk to school
Its just another typical day...
Little orphan girl, standing on a hill
The darkness of the night, shows only her shadow...
You lit the candle of friendship
A flame that shall never end...
What he could only think of
Was how the world was cold...