I cant
I cant forget the days...

Note- I don't suffer from Anorexia...I just...
I look in the mirror...

The day you left
The minute you said goodbye...

I know you
But you don't know me...

Its Christmas time
Bringing joy and happiness...

On the outside I'm great.
I smile and act as if everything's fine...

I thought we could be together.
But I thought wrong...

I hate myself for losing you
For even thinking of letting you go...

Christmas Wish
I remember when I was a little girl...

Hes really something else
One of a kind...

Hating my life and throwing it away.
Sitting in my room, hiding the pain...

The heavens open up
The sun covered by clouds all around...