JeNnY'S the name! I'm choosing to wear my heart on my sleeve once again but I have built a guarded wall around it! Anyone trying to cross over it will be tested to the core! I'm not up for just fooling around! I'm a real girl, I usually finish what I've started under some circumstances. I've been taken for granted far too many times , and I've Had it up to here____ I'm sick of TWO FACED PPL MESSING WITH MY HEAD!!! I'm sick of being hurt, used and played! I've let go a few friendships, I thought they knew me better, but I guess not! I'm in our school's marching band, but i just like to help em out, the whole marching thing isn't really for me... I suck at math! My closest to REAL friends are Wendy and Danny! I LOVE THEM BOTH DEARLY! I can be a real hard ass when I gotta be! I assure you I have no patience with in me! Fake ppl, posers, and wannabes get to me!!! I hate EMO ppl!!! THEY WHINE ABOUT STUPID stuff WHEN THEY HAVE'T REALLY LIVED THROUGH A THING! I've been through really rough shit through out my life, Which would explain why I am the way I am! YOU DON'T SEE ME COMPLAINING!! Everything I've been through has only made me a whole lot stronger!!!! PPL usually don't understand me, but I don't really expect anyone to understand me! I am my own person, no one besides my mother and father helped create ME! Music is my life, it's the way that I get by... I travel to my own little world where everything is how it should be, but when I return I am awakened by the stupidity and nonsense that happens in this real world! I have a problem with insecurity, but who doesn't these days, that doesn't mean I care what ppl say!! I ONLY CARE WHAT I THINK OF ME!!! PPL can easily get to me, which is why I am so picky about the ppl I hang out with! I live with my mother, (my father is away...( where he should be )), along with my grandmother and uncle. I am happy with where I stand. I'm not a naive little stupid ass girl like I use to be. The choices I make are a lot wiser than before! I'm a complete weirdo and I can get really crazy at times... lol I love the way I am, and if ppl have a problem with me, I really don't give a damn! PPL will hate on others for no good reason all the time so why should I waste my time worrying about stupid shit like that! I think that should be it, at least the basics of me... |
Why do i blame myself when the one who should be...
why do i cry wondering if you ever feel the pain...
Here I am, totally in love, wondering why you couldn't love me the right way instead of inflicting my heart with more pain! |
I loved you with such a passion and the whole time i thought you felt the same way, but here i am... confused as ever with the memories in mind wondering what went wrong this time... |
The moment i first held you was the moment i realized i would never be able to let you go!! |