I am in a bind
Slowly losing my mind...
I could never talk to you
Now we talk everyday...
I have fears
Which are so strong...
Why am I like I am,
Why am I me...
There is a boy I would like to call mine.
But I cannot undermine these insecurities...
I have a forbidden love.
I cannot tell my feelings...
I wake at night, alone in the dark
I lay there, cold, waiting for the tears to start...