I do not hide who I am
I am in the open...
The sun is shining
feeling free...
I wake at night, alone in the dark
I lay there, cold, waiting for the tears to start...
My heart is broken
I feel all the pain...
I can never be with the one I love
Not at all, soaring high in the sky...
I have fears
Which are so strong...
I have feelings that I cannot explain
I fall and weep, the unbearable pain...
I have a forbidden love.
I cannot tell my feelings...
I could never talk to you
Now we talk everyday...
I know who I am
But not who you are...
I cry myself to sleep
While I lay there and weep...
There is a boy I would like to call mine.
But I cannot undermine these insecurities...