Feel like crap
Don't know why...
I'd like to change your eyes
So it's only me you see...
It starts with the pictures
then the quotes and the missed words...
Why not?
Why not just abandon this...
Mannequin
by mary...
And she sings the saddest song,
That you'll ever hear...
I'm putting on my happy face,
Pretending I'm okay...
Emotions tumble about
Fear rooted deep within the soul...
One day I'm feeling fine,
Smiling a white teeth smile...
As I sit here,
All alone...
My heart is heavy
from all the pain i hide...
Every so often when all is quiet
the circumstances must be just right...
The voices are sinking and the words won't come...
I'm bleeding from the inside I'm bleeding my way...
On the outside I am smiling
I laugh like it's okay...
All alone in this world with no one by my side
Cant share my feelings, that burn deep inside...
I poured my water into your cup
It blended with the wine...
Once upon a time I told you everything
There was nothing too big or too small...
You were never there when I was upset or down,
You never noticed when I was wearing a frown...
Would You Live...
My memories begin to fade,
I've lost hope and faith in this life...
Tonight I saw the moon disappear,
it was swallowed by the clouds...
I am a cutter
I bleed, no surprise...
I can pretend that I'm happy-
Fake a smile and call it a day...
I want my time here to end
I know my heart can never mend...
I could tell you I was hurt
But that wouldn't say enough...
Say all the words you want baby
But I'm not breaking down...
You shared a faithful smile with us, as each new...
Every step of the way, by the way, and somehow...
They say you have to kiss a few frogs before you...
Took so long to find that I thought he didn't...
Today i met a new best friend
who knew me right away...
See the pretty picture, faces smiling there.
You don't know it's all a lie, that none of them...
The little girl,
Ran along her way...
(this poem is currently in the process of being...
My head lays on my pillow...
The Secret Crush
© Nicole Mecham...
Age of six
He loved her so...
A Pray Before Sleeping
Now I lay me down to sleep...
A shot rings out
blood sprays the wall...
Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry...
Is this real or in my dreams
My worlds unraveling at the seams...
I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth...
So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin...
Now that you're gone,
It's too dark at night...
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say...