Your eyes were like the sunshine
They brightened up my day...
When I close my eyes
My sister is laughing and waving, gesturing...
Shooting stars
New scars...
I hate me
I hate you...
Introduced to the smell of burning flesh-
So very replusive...
So far gone is my existence,
I don't remember how to sleep...
My baby, my baby
Why'd you go...
Black empty eyes
Devoid of resoning...
This can't be happening I think to myself
It feels unreal...
Save me from this sanity
I don't want this...
Fair?
What is fair...
Alone
I lay awake...