I'm trying to drown out the world and my thoughts, so my music I will blare until it hurts to think.

Isn't it weird that so much heartbreak can come from so much happiness?

I know you will not ever pick me, but just let me bask in this love for a little bit longer.

If she loves me the way she says, we will end up together. For once, it's all falling into place.

I want to go outside in the rain and let God's tears roll down my face. For I understand heartbreak. And our tears shall mend until the Heavens have gone dry.

I've always been second choice to a girl that was forever my one and only choice.

She's not calling. She's not saying she made a mistake. She's not saying she wants me back. She's not saying anything... because we're done for good.

My whole world was prefect 24 hours ago. But it all came crashing down. The only one that made me happy, makes me sick to my stomach.

We went so far, only for me to realize you don't even want me, now we are all arguing. I said I never wanted it to be this way again, yet here we are.

Have you ever expected something, but figured it wouldn't go as planned, but when it didn't go as planned, you got crushed? That's how I feel knowing you'll never pick me.