What happens when the one person that made you really happy, breaks your heart and makes you so depressed you can't find a way out?

I can't sleep because I know when I wake up, it's all going to be the same, nothing's going to change.

I turn it up so loud, it's just noise in my ears.

I want someone to take it all away. I want God to take me away.

I like to turn the music up loud enough that it drowns out my thoughts.

What if you've lost all your old reasons to live?

My first love, we met so long ago, years have passed, but you still make me smile.

If the only thing that comes out of your mouth is lies, what am I supposed to believe?

Does it ever scare you that we're growing up? And we can't turn back time. And once we're outta here, we're outta here. These are the days we make our memories, let's make good ones.

All things happen for a reason right? Let me bask in this glory for a bit. Do not disturb me, I'm at peace with all of this. It's beauty, it's pain, but it's life. And for once, I think I'm ok.