With every tear I cry I create a country,
With every wasted breath I make somebody's home...

Why do I still love you? You don't deserve my...
You don't deserve my pity or all my wasted years...

You bought me roses, read me poetry, told me...
Wiped my tears, kissed the end of my nose and I...

My god I love you, you're all I adore,
Death, pain and heartbreak, all I'd endure...

Laughter echos in the emptiness of my heart,
the pain cripples me as i slowly fall apart...

Tell me a secret, go on and don't lie,
Tell me a secret while you look me in the eye...

I stare at the wall with a list of names as long...
I know you're all dead but I still don't know why...

There's this web of lies that i helped create,
i enjoyed it at the time but now I'm in a state...

18 candles, 18 wishes...
1. I wish that I was more confident...