I'm sitting here,
At School...
You can believe it or not,
you can trust me or shun me...
I'm losing this fight,
that i want to win...
Your my first love,
and my true love...
I really do,
i hate to say that our friendship is through...
Every girl wants to have a Cinderella story of...
and every girl wants to have there prince...
I cough,
i choke...
All alone,
not good enough...
I'll never be good enough for you will i father?,
I'll NEVER be the "Ideal" child...
What do you know,
about how it feels to die...
I hate you,
with all my heart...
Is all i feel like doing,
i give up on you...