The barn is outlined
In a silvery glaze of moonlight...

The year started off in horror when I saw you,
My heart sank to my feet as I had to settle next...

Oh baby Mateo
So soft and warm...

He left me
Don't say "you'll get over it.&quot...

On a cloud I lay,
A warm blanket pressed close to my shape...

I try to be brave, try to not let people see...
I try to be careful, try to not let people see how...

Laying in my bed,
pillow under my head...

You came into my life with a spark and thud
Shaking my usually steady same ole world to the...

Torn to so many pieces
I've hit a time of total weakness...

I stare out my window so wistfully, longing so...
I miss you so much, I miss everything...

Pressure covers my head as I place my shaky hands...
Nothing seems to work, I press harder, willing...

Every object my eyes take in
I think of you...