I'll bite my tongue and let you walk away. I won't risk our friendship for feelings I'm not sure you share.

I'm not a child anymore,
I understand that we can't be together forever.
Forever doesn't exist for humans.

I told you my biggest fear was losing people I love and part of me wonders if you'll consider that when you leave me.

And it's ok if you don't love me.
I guess I'll be fine without you.
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You're the reason I check my phone every five minutes to see if I have a new message even when I know I don't

Why does it seem I'm always sitting by the phone, waiting for a message that will never come.

And why would you ever love some one as broken as me?...

I'll smile and make you believe
I'm not falling apart

I know what will happen in the end. How unhappy I'll become when it's over but right now I don't care. I want to be happy with him while I can

I think I want to be with him but don't know how he feels. I love the friendship we have and don't want it to end in heart break.