I take the knife to my skin so I can finally control the pain I feel inside.

Nothing matters anymore. I just don't care.

The cold outside doesn't really effect you when you're already frozen on the inside.

Yesterday I turned 18 and was the happiest person on Earth.
Today I just want to crawl in a dark hole and die.
How does that work?

Please save me from this world I never belonged in. Release me from this prison that I was never welcome in. I was never wanted and never fit in so save me and free me please.

Pain doesn't scare me and I've never been one to fear death. What I'm most afraid of is walking this world alone, without you by my side

It's been over a year and I'm tired of us not being friends anymore. Can we please try one more time?

I don't know what it was, but something about you seemed off. I could be imagining it but I swear you were different even though you were the same. It just felt wrong

I'm not as strong as you all think I am. Soon you'll see how empty I am inside but it will be too late, I'll already be gone.

Sitting right next to me yet worlds apart. Is this how it will remain until the end of time?