I tried to convince myself that I didn't like you. I tried to pretend that my world wasn't brighter when you were around. But when I saw you and my heart skipped those fateful beats. I knew I couldn't lie to myself anymore.

I see you smile at me again and my heart flies higher then the stars. But I know how it will end, a broken friendship, bleeding heart. Why do I do this to myself?

"when you cant remember why you're hurt, thats when you're healed.."(not mine)

If that's true then I'll never heal. I'll never forget him.(mine)

Why did I let myself think that I could be happy with you? I already knew that I'm not allowed to be happy.

I heard you talking today
I heard you asked her to the dance
I heard it shatter again
I heard my heart die again today

You say it sucks that we don't talk anymore. You say you still want to be friends. Why should I even think about being friends with you when all you do is hurt your friends for the one you "love" when she doesn't even really love you!

You're so stupid for not seeing. Do you really think she loves you? You're just fooling yourself. She'll take away everything and then leave. She'll leave you behind with nothing and no friends to help you back up.

You say you want us to be friends again and that you will change but every time I give you a second chance you do the same old stupid shit.
So I've had enough of you.

It's almost funny. I no longer know what dreams hurt more. The ones based on reality where we don't talk anymore or the ones that I imagine. The ones where we're still friends.

I dreamed about you again last night
We were actually still friends
We were laughing and joking
Oh how I wish I could have stayed in that dream
Just to be your friend a little longer