I don't need your help, or anyone elses for that matter. I'm stronger then you and I wont fall apart like you do.

I think I want to be with him but don't know how he feels. I love the friendship we have and don't want it to end in heart break.

I know what will happen in the end. How unhappy I'll become when it's over but right now I don't care. I want to be happy with him while I can

I'll smile and make you believe
I'm not falling apart

And why would you ever love some one as broken as me?...

Why does it seem I'm always sitting by the phone, waiting for a message that will never come.

You're the reason I check my phone every five minutes to see if I have a new message even when I know I don't

And it's ok if you don't love me.
I guess I'll be fine without you.
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I told you my biggest fear was losing people I love and part of me wonders if you'll consider that when you leave me.

I take the knife to my skin so I can finally control the pain I feel inside.