I pray that I never see you with her but at the same time it's the thing I wish for most.

All the treasure and all the riches in the world mean nothing without you with me.
Wont you please come back to me?

I miss the way we used to be,
But it seems like you don't care that our friendship died...

I heard you talking today
I heard you asked her to the dance
I heard it shatter again
I heard my heart die again today

Why did I let myself think that I could be happy with you? I already knew that I'm not allowed to be happy.

Maybe... Maybe we aren't supposed to be happy... :'(

I wonder how long you'll last. The others all left me and so will you when you realize how broken I am. You'll leave me alone with a hole in my chest. </3

How long will my good moods last?
How long will I be able to keep a smile on my face?
How long will you stay to keep me from the darkness in my soul?
How long will it take to break my heart again?

It feels like Im going insane. My constant smiling in starting to worry me. Your giving my life a brighter appearance then it had been in a long time. With you around I cant help but feel the happiness within myself and my own inner light shine brighter.

I can already see it
The reply that is sure to come
I will confess my feelings to you
And get shot down
And my heart will shatter again