7 months have past since we last talked in person. We see each other almost every day but never say a word. Why did it turn out this way? I didn't expect us to just stop talking, to stop being friends. It was so sudden.

I watched you walk away last night and wanted to cry out to make you stay.
But when I opened my mouth no sound came out and no tears could be shed from my eyes for my lost friend.

I wish I knew that if I stopped talking to you, you would care but I know deep down that you wouldn't even notice.

Just because you distance yourself from someone before you say goodbye doesn't mean the seperation will be any easier for them.

I wish so much for her to break your heart just so you could know what it feels like.
But I would give all that I am so you would never feel that pain.

I dreamed about you again last night
We were actually still friends
We were laughing and joking
Oh how I wish I could have stayed in that dream
Just to be your friend a little longer

It's almost funny. I no longer know what dreams hurt more. The ones based on reality where we don't talk anymore or the ones that I imagine. The ones where we're still friends.

You say you want us to be friends again and that you will change but every time I give you a second chance you do the same old stupid shit.
So I've had enough of you.

You're so stupid for not seeing. Do you really think she loves you? You're just fooling yourself. She'll take away everything and then leave. She'll leave you behind with nothing and no friends to help you back up.

You say it sucks that we don't talk anymore. You say you still want to be friends. Why should I even think about being friends with you when all you do is hurt your friends for the one you "love" when she doesn't even really love you!