I heard you talking today
I heard you asked her to the dance
I heard it shatter again
I heard my heart die again today

Why did I let myself think that I could be happy with you? I already knew that I'm not allowed to be happy.

"when you cant remember why you're hurt, thats when you're healed.."(not mine)

If that's true then I'll never heal. I'll never forget him.(mine)

I see you smile at me again and my heart flies higher then the stars. But I know how it will end, a broken friendship, bleeding heart. Why do I do this to myself?

I tried to convince myself that I didn't like you. I tried to pretend that my world wasn't brighter when you were around. But when I saw you and my heart skipped those fateful beats. I knew I couldn't lie to myself anymore.

You think I'm happy because of my stupid smile but if you only knew the scares on my skin weren't accidental would you look at me the same?

It's carved in me now. What was always written in my heart is now cut into my skin. It's because of you that I am BROKEN.

It used to make me so happy to think of you, just hearing your name made me smile. But now it only brings tears to my eyes and I wonder if you ever cared at all...

I'm always depressed when I think of you. The problem though is that I can't stop thinking about you. Your memories are forever haunting me!

Why are you haunting me? Why must you appear wherever I am? You broke my heart so why cant you just leave me to bleed?