Please save me from this world I never belonged in. Release me from this prison that I was never welcome in. I was never wanted and never fit in so save me and free me please.

Yesterday I turned 18 and was the happiest person on Earth.
Today I just want to crawl in a dark hole and die.
How does that work?

The cold outside doesn't really effect you when you're already frozen on the inside.

Nothing matters anymore. I just don't care.

I take the knife to my skin so I can finally control the pain I feel inside.

I think I want to be with him but don't know how he feels. I love the friendship we have and don't want it to end in heart break.

I know what will happen in the end. How unhappy I'll become when it's over but right now I don't care. I want to be happy with him while I can

I'll smile and make you believe
I'm not falling apart

And why would you ever love some one as broken as me?...

Why does it seem I'm always sitting by the phone, waiting for a message that will never come.