I want to let things out
I want to scream. I want to shout...

I had a fever, I can't function well
I soon start to have chicken pox...

I couldn't sleep
I keep on thinking of you...

Your lips these day speaks such sweetness
and those, too bad, I couldn't resist...

It is so awkward today
everywhere I go, I have nothing to say...

Don't be sad, my friend
there is so much to do than pout...

Hold me and never let go;
never let go of my hand...

Feeling deserted...
I was taken aback by things that happened...

----HAHAHAH!! I know, it is all heart!! I just...
.....I am a...big heart...

He is my white lover
but to them he is a white monster...