I keep closing my eyes hoping that it will all be different when I open them, you will be here with me. But different it never is and Lost I am still without you.

Anxious and lonely, right in the center of it all. The pain doesn't leave me alone, its a part of me now. Further away from sanity I move, nothing is left to prove. Days are getting longer, longer are the nights.

She said I hope u find happiness in life and then she walked away with the only chance of happiness I ever had.

Why do you keep coming back, only to leave me again. I don't wanna hold on to you anymore. Every time you come back, with you comes back hope for a future, with you. I don't know what to say to you anymore, stop playing with my emotions and let me be.

You are a dream so beautiful, its hard to describe. I wish to never wake up from it.

Last night you came in a dream after a long time and I felt that familiar pain again, the pain of knowing that we can never be together.

You left me Lifeless and Numb, now I can't feel anything anymore. I am scared and lonely, too afraid to let anyone close again.

Waiting for her is all that I do, but somewhere inside I m afraid that she might come back to me.

I wish to be found before I am lost, lost forever in this cold cold World

If there is something I am not afraid of, its the End, the process of Life is what scares me.