Why do you keep coming back, only to leave me again. I don't wanna hold on to you anymore. Every time you come back, with you comes back hope for a future, with you. I don't know what to say to you anymore, stop playing with my emotions and let me be.

She said I hope u find happiness in life and then she walked away with the only chance of happiness I ever had.

Anxious and lonely, right in the center of it all. The pain doesn't leave me alone, its a part of me now. Further away from sanity I move, nothing is left to prove. Days are getting longer, longer are the nights.

There are days when I would convince myself that I don't need anybody, especially I don't need you. That you are just like everybody else, cold, heartless. But soon the feeling of freedom turns into emptiness..