She thinks she won, cause she didnt allow herself to cry. Keeps fighting back the tears. But one day everything changed, she lost, and she cried harder than she had in a long time.

As I looked in the mirror and realized, I'm me. Every little crack, Every chip, Every dent, Every little mistake. I tried so hard to be perfect, but I'm me. And that is good enough.

On the corner of my bed, Ill wait. Wait for the sun to rise on a better day. Wait for the smile that has faded away to tears. Wait for him to realize I'm all he's ever needed.

I stay up late at night with nothing on my mind, but thoughts of you. My dreams create illusions of you loving me in return. When I awake with that smile a cross my face, the tears remind me that you dont care.

Every day, she takes her pills. Hoping that everything will be alright. That she can make it through the day with a smile upon her face.

Day in and day out. put on that same fake smile, pretend that your crying is from laughin so hard. keep saying that nothing wrong, when you know that everything is falling apart.

This love i feel is real. Yet the only thing real about you, is that your really gone </3

My happiness is missing. I've looked for it in the bottom of a bottle. as well as in these colourful pills. there is no where else for me to search.

I dont love you.
I don't miss you.
My heart can keep beating without you.
I can keep breathing.
I don't need your arms around me.
I don't need your kiss.

I guess I can lie just as well as you.

So here I am. Standing right infront of you. Do you see me? Do you know I'm there? I bet you don't even notice me. How could you when your so wrapped up with yourself, you can't see or feel anything?