I'm stronger than I thought I was. I didn't even crying. I never thought I would be able to walk away. But I finally did it and I never thought, it would be that easy!

When I walk in the front doors, no ones home, the silence surrounds me. Loud music fights the silence. Hobbies pass the time, until I'm no longer alone.

Lying here in the dark, helps dull the pain.
No one can see the emptiness behind the fake smile.
Night brings comfort.
No light can't reach me where I hide.
No one can help the night pass without the tears.

Late nights, and early morning.
Long days, and short nights.
Minutes into hours.
Days into months.
Months into years.
Once the tears start, time doesn't heal all the wounds.

There was a time when I would have done anything to be with you.
There was a time when all I could think about was you.
There was a time I would have given my life for you.
But now I'm lying here, and you still don't care.

So prove to me that you weren't another one of my biggest mistakes

I knew it was going to happen again, he said this time it would be different. He wouldn't treat me like a forgotten memory. But another girl came along, and I faded back into the darkness of his memory.

You say I never loved you, I say that you never tried to see it..

She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly rolled down her checks, as she whispered to herself " I don't want to be me."

Trying to forget you is hard because to forget you, first i have to stop remembering you.