She finally let go of her fake smile and the tears slowly rolled down her checks, as she whispered to herself " I don't want to be me."

You say I never loved you, I say that you never tried to see it..

My tears have long dired, my head sure hurts tonight. I hear a knock on the door as I swallow these colourful pills. My only true love and my only disappointment...

You had your chance I waited 3 years and took the pain you gave me... I'm done, leaving you behind and giving my heart to someone better.

I didn't try to kill myself for attention. I just wanted the hurt to go away, but if I had succeeded, would you have even noticed I was gone?

You always said you wanted to know what was wrong. Even when I said its stupid, not to worry about it. So how come when I finally told you, you walked away leaving me feeling more alone then ever before.

Here's to the dreams you shattered. To the life you broke. To the love you walked away from.

Can't think of a moment when I was happy that he wasn't apart of it.

Silence is just another place to hide from your tears. Silence is just another person that always sees your fears. Silence is just another thought that can never be said. Silence is just another lie that will always have it's way.

Low self-esteem is like looking at your shadow and finding it hideous. Yet finding it beautiful because you can't see your face in it.