I dont love you. |
My happiness is missing. I've looked for it in the bottom of a bottle. as well as in these colourful pills. there is no where else for me to search. |
This love i feel is real. Yet the only thing real about you, is that your really gone </3 |
Day in and day out. put on that same fake smile, pretend that your crying is from laughin so hard. keep saying that nothing wrong, when you know that everything is falling apart. |
Every day, she takes her pills. Hoping that everything will be alright. That she can make it through the day with a smile upon her face. |
I stay up late at night with nothing on my mind, but thoughts of you. My dreams create illusions of you loving me in return. When I awake with that smile a cross my face, the tears remind me that you dont care. |
On the corner of my bed, Ill wait. Wait for the sun to rise on a better day. Wait for the smile that has faded away to tears. Wait for him to realize I'm all he's ever needed. |
As I looked in the mirror and realized, I'm me. Every little crack, Every chip, Every dent, Every little mistake. I tried so hard to be perfect, but I'm me. And that is good enough. |
I'm just an average girl. I dont have pumpkin that turns into a carriage. No glass slippers. But I am waitin for my prince charming to realize I'm the one. |
Have you ever seen someone you cared about, |