There was a time when I would have done anything to be with you.
There was a time when all I could think about was you.
There was a time I would have given my life for you.
But now I'm lying here, and you still don't care.

Late nights, and early morning.
Long days, and short nights.
Minutes into hours.
Days into months.
Months into years.
Once the tears start, time doesn't heal all the wounds.

Lying here in the dark, helps dull the pain.
No one can see the emptiness behind the fake smile.
Night brings comfort.
No light can't reach me where I hide.
No one can help the night pass without the tears.

When I walk in the front doors, no ones home, the silence surrounds me. Loud music fights the silence. Hobbies pass the time, until I'm no longer alone.

I'm stronger than I thought I was. I didn't even crying. I never thought I would be able to walk away. But I finally did it and I never thought, it would be that easy!

I never thought I would be the one to walk away. The one strong enough to leave. Even though I'll always love you, I can't keep playing in your game

Every night its the same sad story. Late at nights full of tears. All because you couldn't answer my simple question after 10 years of waiting.

Can't sleep tonight. Afraid to close my eyes, afraid of seeing you in my dreams. Showing me all the things I walked away from. The love that never could happen.

I have never missed anyone as much as I miss him. Fear of closing my eyes and seeing him there. Causing the tears to stream down my cheeks. But now I know the love I feel will never matter to him. Nothing but a stand in for something he couldn't have.

Standing on the edge of tomorrow, waiting for the rest of my life to start. Trying to figure out how to hit play on the rest of my life. Waiting for everything to get easier.